As Heraclitus said, "You never step into the same Jan twice." I really enjoyed this. A lot of what you say is how I think about myself too. The key difference is I'm not as positive a person as you are. I often tell myself I've exhausted what I have to offer as a person. (Fortunately, a part of me won't accept that.)

I used to write more expansively like you do in this piece, and sometimes still do. Now I'm pretty focused on trying to express the infinite in the most concrete terms possible. To me that is an exciting challenge, new territory for me to explore, offering promise of discovery.

Thanks for writing this, Jan!!